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  • Writer's pictureFati Haruna

I Wish I Was On Cloud 9

I've been having writer's block. Not because I don't know what to write about, because there are endless topics I can touch on. I just have so many thoughts in my head, it's hard to put it down on paper. Which also explains why I'm up at 3 AM typing this right now. My issue is that I have so many thoughts on everything that it causes me to stress. I'm an over thinker.

We all know that God has a plan for each of us (I hope 🤨). We all have certain paths in life, but dang, I wish I had all the answers. I wish I knew what's mapped out for me. Like am I going to have my dream life? My dream Husband? Kids? Will my story be long? Will it be short? Will I see millions? Will I be penniless? Will I remain alone? Will I have a life of abundance? Like dang Sway, you supposed to have all the answers! I lay awake sometimes overthinking so many different ways in which my life can go. Often times it's a conglomerate of scenarios. I'm sure I can't be the only one.

I'm learning to let things happen as they must. Dont force anything, not a vibe, not a situation, not even a ponytail. Just go with the flow and see where life takes you. We'll never have the answers but the best thing we can do is make the right decisions... or what we perceive to be the right decisions... that will lead to the life that we dream of. My only dream is of eternal happiness... if thats possible!


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